Serene Songtext
von Sinnery

Soul
Searching for new guilt inside my
Holes
Digging through the wounds pointing fingers at my
Self
Memories of stabbed backs bleeding
Truth
Is I became what I feared most
Hate
Towards everyone and everything
The seeing eye is blinded by
My lies
Told so beautifully I
Am a saint in this puddle of murderers
But I swear that
Through it all


I always tried to be a better me
To dive beyond what my eyes allowed to see
I know what I′ve done
For better or worse I'll cast myself into oblivion
The scars engraved on who I am won′t let me live
No place ill ever lay will ever be Serene
And now I wonder
If the worse I've felt, the more reason I gave myself to feel

Somber
Crawl into a shell of shame no god
Can
Fix the miscreant I am I
Bathe in guilt not necessarily earned
I
Just fed myself with hate to create
Hell
Rejected self-acceptance so I couldn't take the pressure
I thought I′ll earn their respect never
Gained
I never meant to hurt
I lost control
I swear that


I always tried to be a better me
To dive beyond what my eyes allowed to see
I know what I′ve done
For better or worse I'll cast myself into oblivion
The scars engraved on who I am won′t let me live
No place I'll ever lay will ever be serene
And now I wonder
If the worse I′ve felt, the more reason I gave myself to feel

When breathing became a burden
I found strength in suffering

I always tried to be a better me
To dive beyond what my eyes allowed to see
I know what I've done
For better or worse I′ll cast myself into oblivion
The scars engraved on who I am won't let me live
No place ill ever lay will ever be serene
And now I wonder
If the worse I've felt, the more reason I gave myself to feel
No place will ever be serene
Now to worse that I feel the stronger I crawl out of my early grave