Last Summer Songtext
von Magdaleine de Lioncourt

I always told you, you′d be okay
Our last summer has gone to waste
But you just aren't quite the same
Calling me up crying on my 19th birthday

Driving down that street with Jim Beam
Between you and the passengers seat
You drive so fast, like you don′t wanna wait
You only love the things that you'll sedate

Cause even when i cried
Even when you tore apart my cherry
I thought i loved you, i thought i loved you
But i can't love the things that hurt me
And even after all the times you said you changed, but you lied straight to my face
I thought i needed you, i thought i needed you
But i don′t need the love you never gave me


He would run red lights with his eyes off the road
I′d wake up with bruises left on my neck and collarbones
I'd hold my head back under water every time i went home
Crying in my mothers arms, trying my best to stay afloat

Cause i′ll carve his name into my arm
And leave the blood to circle the drain
I'll only remember the bad times with him
All he knows how to do is bring me pain

Cause even when i cried
Even when you tore apart my cherry
I thought i loved you, i thought i loved you
But i can′t love the things that hurt me
And even after all the times you said you changed, but you lied straight to my face
I thought i needed you, i thought i needed you
But i don't need the love you never gave me

And that was our last summer we ever spent
I′ve got a lover now who keeps me at my most content
And you know, i called your ex, and she said she felt the same
I don't flinch anymore when someone says your name


And although he's long, long gone
It still pains me to see
The knife he holds around his throat
Is the same knife he used to fuck me