I Just Wanna Die Songtext
von Geto Boys

What can we do with all this fucking pain?
Somebody stop the pain
(You know I wouldn′t let y'all play me)
(I wouldn′t play you)
(I won't take it light, that you play me)
Why does so much pain in the world?
Suffering and sorrow, thoughts of no tomorrow
And then you stopped and think and looked in your four-cornered room, it's life

I finally look to paint a picture of my whole life
And for me to end it would be so nice
Somebody driving on this backstreet
So I could leave my shit all on the back seat

′Cause I don′t love my life no more
So I don't want to fight no more
I felt this way before, but it died out
So I shot my fucking eye out


Nobody understands me, help
But I don′t understand my self
I always find myself bein' trapped
And my drugs that I take, so I′m at
That point in my motherfuckin' life
Where I don′t want to live a fuckin' lie

I just want to die
(Trust me, you can't do that)
(I-I′m not gonna let you do that)
I just want to die
Die
I just want to die
Die

Let′s go on a journey
Boldly go where no man has gone before (hello?)

Buckle up and let's take a ride
I want you to watch me commit suicide
We′re headed for a place in a dark land
In desperate search of that dark man

But don't you move, keep it right there
I want to bring you smooth into my nightmare
Don′t be afraid of watching life bleed
Explore my every thought, come out and sight see


There's no man alive that can promise breath
But once we arrive, I can promise death
And now were headed for the crossroads
Gettin′ deeper in the lost coves
And once we arrive, close your motherfuckin' eyes
'Cause I′m about to die

Man, I′m really gon' do it, man
Will, wake up
What? What? What? What? Man
Damn! You ain′t been listenin', man
This shit is real, man
I don′t give a fuck Will, you paying attention?
Just drive nigga, damn
You listenin', will it′s goin' down, right fuckin' now

I put the pistol to my temple
See the bullet in the chamber
Cocked it back and out of anger, I pulled the crack
See the shells jump out the side, now I′m fallin′ back

I'm seein′ faces, but they're all in black
I′m hearin' sounds but I can′t hear
I'm seein' pictures in my head, but they ain′t clear
My every picture flashed at full speed
And now I′m feelin' like I′m loosin' my grips on all reality

But my reality is a battle, G
And I was tired of havin′ talks with myself about mentality
End it all, I stand tall
Apparently I wasn't patient enough to hear the man call
So now I leave myself to strive or die
But I′ve lost all my hopes inside
And I just want to die

Yo Will, wake the fuck-up
What? What? What? Man, damn
Man, I'm talkin' ′bout killin′ myself, man
Wanna kill yourself?
That's right, I don′t give a fuck (ok, alright)
What you think I'm playin′?
Fuck that revolver, nigga

(Play some motherfuckin' Russian roulette with this automatic) man, a′ight then let it go
A'ight, I don't think I wanna shoot myself with this motherfuckin′ automatic
(I know you wanna shoot your motherfuckin′ self) you think I give a fuck?
You think I wanna do it? You think I care? (I know you want it, nigga) you think I cared about the fuck-
(Damn! Watch out Jamal?)
Oh, no, nah, man (tell me why the fuck you shoot that man, why you shoot that nigga)
(Damn, you are in full mood, oh, why you shot that nigga blackout)
Aye man, fuck that, c'mon man, let′s go man (aye, lemme see what happened)