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von awakebutstillinbed

Every winter it′s the same fear;
I'm gonna be alone on christmas this year.
And though i think your heart is
Sincere, i know i don′t really belong here.
I sense their glares, and i feel unprepared.
I'm afraid to say anything,
Cause i'm not sure that they′ll know what i mean.
I want to be here with your family,
Instead i′m packing up my things to leave.
My heart is running on the cold air, They say that i spend too much time with you, but i don't listen.
Feel like i′m in high school again.
It's reflected in the concepts they share.
I might be there, but i don′t see where.
I'm far away mentally, cause i don′t think they want to hear from me.
I want to be part of my family, instead i'm sitting here silently.
I'm afraid to say anything,
Cause i don′t know if they care what i think.
I want to be loved by somebody, instead i push them all away from me.