closer Songtext
von awakebutstillinbed

I passed out, i couldn′t stay awake
Today's not unlike other days
That led me to this place
They all feel the same

The same

I struggle to build memories
And i can′t feel what's inside of me
Or navigate this space
At all

But all these thoughts
And fears and words that
Imply i'm not trying
And hyper fixate on my failures
Only serve myself


Caught in the days
Where the lines bleed together
Between the last scourge
And the next failure
Seems every time
That i′ve felt my life changing
It′s not good or bad
Just an altered arrangement

I see it now

My hopes betray reality
And i can't see what′s in front of me
I'm consumed in a grind
With nothing to show for all this time

These moments pass
And then they fade
Homogenize
Into the gray


Always exhausted, asleep in broad daylight
I wish i could sleep for the rest of my life
Too sore to move, awake, but still in bed
Glued to my sheets and trapped in my head
I′m calling it quits, i was fucked from the start
And all of the waiting tore me apart
The endless cycle crushes my heart
Our lives fall to shit
Reform and restart
We get up each morning
The past on our shoulders
And live out the same days
Over and over
We fall into bed
Brush the past from our shoulders
And relive the nightmare
Over and over

Do you see it now?

You read me like a book
Didn't you?