OUTSIDER Songtext
von TwistySponge

I can′t stay out here for I have a fear
Of being but a mere outsider, not a peer
This whole family seems like it resents me
No love so alas, I'm takin′ my life back

Always seemin' like they speakin' in tongues
I′m over here like "What the fuck is goin′ on?"
(Then I get the παντόφλα)
I'm saying "bitch" at least once every song
But when I′m once to say it in front of y'all
It′s always "You act like a μαλάκα"

If I stop listenin' to them and start preservin′ the deservin' people in my life
Then trust when I say they'd all be gone
I don′t wanna start family feud and drama over nothin′
But when it comes to my physical wellbeing, you bet, it's on

I can′t stay out here for I have a fear
Of being but a mere outsider, not a peer
This whole family seems like it resents me
No love so alas, I'm takin′ my life back


Always talking shit about the people around me
Mostly my dad, yeah, I can't expect less from that family
Then they deny everything that they said like I don′t hear these
Words of deception, correction, it's all around me

Get into shit, get outta shit, I get scolded regardless
"Just forget it" they say, but nah, I can't just ignore this
Ain′t nobody tellin′ me shit other than excuses
Then they act as if the shit they tell me don't leave bruises

(Πάντα ζητάς άλλα) Μόνο θέλω να ακουστώ
(Και μου λες ψέματα) Εγώ λέω μόνο σωστό
(Γιατί είσαι σκληρά?) Γιατί τόσο αγχωτικό?
(Λες ανοησία) Εγώ λέω αληθινό

(He′s just a pot full of lies) Calm down, he's still my father
(Your other dad just got decieved) Yeah, as if he′s any better
(Zack would prolly agree with me) Don't bring him into your shit
If my lineage was a face, you′d just be the giant zit

I can't stay out here for I have a fear
Of being but a mere outsider, not a peer
This whole family seems like it resents me
No love so alas, I'm takin′ my life back


Since you brought him up, let′s talk about my dad a minute
Not the one who's in my life, I′m talkin' ′bout the little shit
Well, not really little, but anyways, sit back and listen
I got beans I wanna spill, so gimme the time say it

Since the beginning of my life, he's been a fuckin′ deadbeat
I don't want him in my mind, where he's been livin′ rent free
He still thinks of my other dad the way he was, pre-me
I been straight hatin′ the man since I was still a pre-teen

For the past 2 years he didn't wanna see me
So when I hang out with my other dad, it′s on the balcony
You can imagine how that feels when it's just -20
Hell, I gotta walk 10 minutes just to take a damn leak

"He′s been getting so much better since he started therapy"
I don't see any progress, he′s still just fuckin' lazy
"He ordered some more fries, see? He thinks of you daily"
Then try to guess the last time I heard the man say he loved me

I can't stay out here for I have a fear
Of being but a mere outsider, not a peer
This whole family seems like it resents me
No love so alas, I′m takin′ my life back