My Demise Songtext
von Suffocation

The thought and the chance
To lose or perhaps to gain
A newfound worth or disgust
None the wiser could know

Why is it my burden or blessing
To be the one to go through this loss?
To lose or gain a chance at living
Why must I be this bearer of such burdens?

To be this fortunate or cursed
I know not the difference
With such weight on my shoulders

Again, I must continue on the quest given to me
It′s not a question, it is the answer, I will be the victor


I'll die too many times and not have learned
The lessons forced upon me
I live not for myself
But for some greater good in this hell we call home

I no longer exist here among men
I′ve succumbed to an unknown force
It's reduced me to nothing

I am not here even now
Where am I as I still breathe

I'm not alive, not to feel
But rather to suffer and die
A lifetime that spans eternity
Too strong to selfishly close the book of life

This terrible nightmare that I′m living
Must be all in my head