Beverly Songtext
von Sickick

I used to have nothing, no money, felt no jealousy
Straight out of pressure, man, I did that every night
She ain′t gon' wake up, no, she took a hit of ketamine
Yeah, the way I party now has turned into a vice

My list of wins comes with a bigger list of enemies
I don′t have no one to talk to that I like
And all these bitches, they just strip me of my energy
What the fuck? What am I doing with my life?

I don't have no one to talk to that I like
What the fuck? What am I doing with my life?
I don't have no one to talk to late at night
What the fuck? What am I doing with my life?


It′s the death of a supеrstar
As we enter into the dark
If you′re afraid of who you arе
Remember it's an illusion, you′re only human

All this time I took out chasin' my identity
I was chasin′ nothin', I was just wastin′ my time
"Creating chaos" was my motto and my remedy
Lighting up the dark with art that kept me safe at night (whoa)

And when I sing about the dark, I'm talking ebony
And all the anxiety would take over my life
I told God to take my breath and all these memories
Now I'm grippin′ on my chest, it′s feeling tight

I-I-I don't have no one to talk to that I like
What the fuck? What am I doing with my life?
I don′t have no one to talk to late at night
What the fuck? What am I doing with my life?

Are you okay?
What the fuck? What am I doing with my -