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Dead
Just got a call from below can't believe what I heard they say he dead
Only man that′s alive in my heart but in my eyes that nigga dead
Just got a call from below can′t believe what I heard they say he dead
Only man that's alive in my heart but in my eyes that nigga dead


My new life is of an orphan
My last name should be Furman
Shit has been the same since ′010
When I caught you on Facebook
You shoulda seen Tai yo face look
When you're drowned in that sorrow
Like shit won′t be the same tomorrow
Or the next day or the next day
And shit's looking more like doomsday
And them hoes you fucked are just thirsty
And need water boy ya Bobby Boucher
But you don′t really know what you have until it's gone
You left three kids and a wife and a home
18 Years of that love dedication all
Down the drain for a little temptation
God damn you just missed it
Yo son became a statistic
64% Of African American kids dads who have gone missing
And sometimes I wish I was a bastard
Just to avoid all my fam disasters
Nigga you walked out my life when the winds got low
So much for family matters
Yeah but where the fuck was you when
The head coach kicked me out the room
Said son I'm sorry for today
But the school here will no longer pay
On yo tuition or any scholarship
You walked out of my life without acknowledgement
Now I′m in a ripped tee with your face on
The front crying out to my psychiatrist
Like he

Dead
Just got a call from below can′t believe what I heard they say he dead
Only man that's alive in my heart but in my eyes that nigga dead
Just got a call from below can′t believe what I heard they say he dead
Only man that's alive in my heart but in my eyes that nigga dead


Now everybody just calm down, calm down
I fucked up so we here now, here now
I′m screaming God forgive me for my sins
The devil knocking at the door my dumb ass had to let him in
I betrayed you like I'm Judas
When I shoulda been looking for Cupid
Them long nights I ain′t come home
I was living life just like a nudist
I ain't been happy in the past few years
I write it down cause it bring a nigga present tears
Signs of schizophrenia the voices saying "death is near"
Steven what the fuck is up did you just plan a death wish
I'm knocking down on heaven′s gate if I ain′t on that guest list
My angels at the door telling me I ain't thinking clearly
It′s the devil telling me that I don't need you clearly
Yeah I looked in the mirror and I thought about it
Commit suicide no I ain′t bout it
Leave my family fuck that I doubt it
But a be a better dad oh yeah I'm bout it
I′ll grab the revolver play Russian roulette
Get a butterfly knife and go straight through my neck
To endure all the pain that I put you guys through
Heard a rumor I'm dead man and guess what it's true I′m

Dead
Just got a call from below can′t believe what I heard they say he dead
Only man that's alive in my heart but in my eyes that nigga dead
Just got a call from below can′t believe what I heard they say he dead
Only man that's alive in my heart but in my eyes that nigga dead

No good dirty dick lying motherfucker
Fucking this bitch and you wifeing
This bitch now tell me do you love her
18 Years with you for 18 years and on
That 18th year I fucking shed them tears
I′m like you dumb nigga
Fucking with gold diggers
Now I don't trust no nigga
Now go figure
You left me with nothing but I′ma just go get a
Man who will love and provide for me
You say I miss you babe but all I can
See is that you want my sex in yo family
But you branched off of that family tree
Please don't get near
You say you want nothing to do with me please tell me why are you here
It must be the fear
Of having nobody catch you at that spot when you lean on your rear
Them long nights that I stayed up
You was out late getting laid up
Them long nights that you lied to me
I stayed up so you can lie with me
But you don't really get it
All you really wanna do is just test yo luck
You don′t really get it
All you really wanna do is just try to fuck
I love you to the death of me
It′s burning me like third degree
Now you gone it's only three
And on that shirt says R.I.P. he

Dead
Just got a call from below can′t believe what I heard they say he dead
Only man that's alive in my heart but in my eyes that nigga dead
Just got a call from below can′t believe what I heard they say he dead
Only man that's alive in my heart but in my eyes that nigga dead

Thank you God for what you′re doing in Steven's life on today
In the name of you thank you for the turnaround in his life father
In the name of Jesus
Lord we thank you God
Thank you for giving him a mind to move forward
In the name of you thank you God
For giving him the spirit of forgiveness father
In the name of you
Thank you for maturity even now father
In the name of Jesus
Thank you for giving him wisdom God
In the name of you
Thank you for the understanding God
That you have placed in his heart God
In the name of you
Thank you for the love God
That you have placed within him father
In the name of Jesus
And Lord as he endeavor God
To move forward father
Lord let your spirit be with him God
In the name of Jesus
Release angels even now God
Let his guardian angels God
Be protective of him God
In the name of Jesus
Let them guard him God
From the north, east, south, and west father
In Jesus name amen