Your Creation Songtext
von Prozak

Looking back I never really had a chance
Alien, misguided, outcast
Haunted from the ghost of my past
Soul is broke but my body intact
Deep inside I was catatonic
Traumatized from the childhood violence
Never really thought about the effect on this
Life that I′m living, I'm just being honest
Thinking about it all it makes me nauseous
So pissed off, can′t stop this process
Misery my life synopsis
Set me free I cannot stop this
I don't really know where to go from here
But one thing is crystal clear
Any chance of a normal life disappeared
But the pain gave me this here career, so


I don't know if I should love you or hate you for
Making me this way
But I just want to thank you for
The gift of insane

Now
Thinking about it all I′m forsaken
Made me this way, I′m your creation
I'm alienated
And everything inside of me that′s ever
Been good has all been stripped away from
And never to return and I'm trapped here in this isolation
Like a prison in my body that I can′t escape from this devastation
A devil that's fast I shall never truly be free
Everything inside of me′s grey
People try to love me but they can't
Understand so I just push them away
Ashamed to admit it I'm not capable of feeling the same
Do you know what it′s like to live life locked inside a cage?
We can not follow this, I don′t wanna be me


In my mind
I'm drowning, lost inside
Hear me
In my mind
I′m dying all the time

Living this life disconnected
Pretend to make friends but no connection
Isolation without affection
But my two sons are the one exception
Spitting images of my reflection
Without the darkness and imperfection
The light they shine is my direction
Their existence is my redemption
A second chance to right the wrongs of this
Life that I lead when I'm dead and gone
Maybe
I will live on like the lyrics of the
Song that nobody′s ever heard, feel me?
Just fade away, finally embrace this vacant space
The endless grey without a trace
Back to the place from which I came

But for now all remains the same
No matter what I do
And we both know who is to blame
And all you put me through

Now
Thinking about it all I'm forsaken
Made me this way, I′m your creation
I'm alienated
And everything inside of me that's ever
Been good has all been stripped away from
And never to return and I′m trapped here in this isolation
Like a prison in my body that I can′t escape from this devastation
A devil that's fast I shall never truly be free
Everything inside of me′s grey
People try to love me but they can't
Understand so I just push them away
Ashamed to admit it I′m not capable of feeling the same
Do you know what it's like to live life locked inside a cage?
We can not follow this, I don′t wanna be me

In my mind
I'm drowning, lost inside
Hear me
In my mind
I'm dying all the time