dissection Songtext
von orteus

(You′re now listening to)
(Surgery)
Surgery

I'm not done, I don′t know if I'm ready
Injection, I don't know if I′m steady
Shoot the gun, everything is just so heavy
Dissection, I′m just cutting up my body
Look at myself and it's always so upsetting
Ignore my health to fit into what I′m wearing
Tell myself that I gotta keep on repressing
Inside a shell, and I don't know how I′m gonna break it

Ice in the walls, ice— ice when I walk through
I'm so cold, I′m— I'm so cold, too
Can you hold me? Can you hold me? I'm going blue
Have you told me? Could you tell if anything is true?

I′ll start being nice to me, I doubt it
I′m getting second chances too much
Working on my betterment, I doubt it
I'm afraid that I′m going too far


Can't you put up a fight?
Stepping over the light
But I know you can pass it
Eyes pouring, like a faucet
You keep on losing your shit
Your arms are lacerated
You wanna be sedated
Oh (Oh, oh, oh-oh)
You care about your life?
Wanna go in the light
You say you wanna stop it
You say that you are on it
You say that you are honest
Your arms are lacerated
You wanna be sedated—

I′m not done, I don't know if I′m ready
Injection, I don't know if I'm steady
Shoot the gun, everything is just so heavy
Dissection, I′m just cutting up my body
Look at myself and it′s always so upsetting
Ignore my health to fit into what I'm wearing
Tell myself that I gotta keep on repressing
Inside a shell, and I don′t know how I'm gonna break it

Ice in the walls, ice— ice when I walk through
I′m so cold, I'm— I′m so cold, too
Can you hold me? Can you hold me? I'm going blue
Have you told me?