sadist Songtext
von Olina

It′s written in your books
The dog-eared pages
You underlined your truth
When it was still untainted

I'd watch you swallow every pill
Of the red wicker container
And hate you for letting me feel some relief
′Cause if you're gone there's not much else to miss

It′s okay
It′s okay
I mean it's not okay
But it′s okay


It'll all work itself out
It′s hard to be sincere with you
We have been so reckless
Always by the book, always in the making

I don't want to die on the northern line
An eye over my head and one on my ass
Never not alone, never on my own
Never not scared, never quite there

It′s okay
It's okay
It's okay


Nothing works itself out
Oh I have to really try
And even then I′ll come apart
And feel like someone owes me something
But if not a god then surely not a man
And if not you, I don′t know who to blame
I could've hated you so much
It would′ve been so spendless
So I love you like a sadist