so what i lied Songtext
von Negative 25

So what I lied
Should I have said I′m not alright
What age were you
When you found out your dad is human too
Now I feel guilty when I hold onto you
So what I lied
I don't know how to love you right

Self-awareness
Or self-obsession, I
Don′t wanna share this
But I'm not sleeping right
I think I'm falling
But I can′t trust it yet
I′m 23, but I still feel like a kid in my head 'cause


I know what my parents′ had
Should I expect the same for me?
When you look at me like that
I feel afraid of what you see
I get scared 'cause I expect you to run
And I think I′m just overthinking too much

So what I lied
Should I have said I'm not alright
What age were you
When you found out your dad is human too
Now I feel guilty when I hold onto you
So what I lied
I don′t know how to love you right

You said you could wait until I got myself in check
But I still see the shadows of the nights I won't get back
When I go home I just an empty house and
I think I feel too loudly
Don't wanna talk about it

I know what my parents′ had
Should I expect the same for me?
When you look at me like that
I feel afraid of what you see
I get scared ′cause I expect you to run
And I think I'm just overthinking too much


So what I lied
Should I have said I′m not alright
What age were you
When you found out your dad is human too
Now I feel guilty when I hold onto you
So what I lied
I don't know how to love you right

I think too much about it every night, I
Think it′s less about me than I like, I
Know I'm not complete, I′ll be alright, I
Know I'm still enough, we'll be alright

(I think I feel too loudly) I
Think (I don′t know how to love you right)
Too much about it every night

(Don′t wanna talk about it) I
Think (I don't know how to love you right)
It′s less about me than I like

(I think I feel so loudly) I
Know (I don't know how to love you right)
I′m not complete, I'll be alright

(Don′t wanna talk about it) I
Know I'm still enough, we'll be alright

So what I lied
Should I have said I′m not alright
What age were you
When you found out your dad is human too
Now I feel guilty when I hold onto you
So what I lied
I don′t know how to love you right

I don't know how to love you right