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von NahBo

I have lost all sense of the core of me
It′s like I know that I'm here but here is just a memory
I reach out a hand and find empty space
There′s nothing left here to see

Trying to take in the lessons that I always hear about
Learning when to shut my mouth and learning when to speak out
Still fucked that up but determined to try and work it out
Still so fucked up but determined to try and work it out

Slow down I'm still not ready
Slow down this heart is still heavy
Look at the thoughts that you're having
Then let them pass by like traffic
Signed up for therapy
The wait list is killing me
My brain feels like it is swelling
The warning bell′s getting to yelling


I have lost all sense of the core of me
It′s like I've evaporated now I′m just a memory
Like I've disappeared without any trace
There′s nothing left here of me

Slow down I'm still not ready
Slow down this heart is still heavy
Look at the thoughts that you′re having
Then let them pass by like traffic
I deserve to start again
Keep all the learning, discard some pain
Or else I'll go insane

Slow down I'm still not ready
Slow down this heart is still heavy
Look at the thoughts that you′re having
Then let them pass by like traffic
Still fucked that up but determined to try and work it out
Still so fucked up but determined to try and work it out


I have lost all sense of the core of me
It′s like I know that I'm here but here is just a memory
I reach out a hand and find empty space
There′s nothing left here to see
I have lost all sense of the core of me
It's like I′ve evaporated now I'm just a memory
Like I′ve disappeared without any trace
There's nothing left here of me

Slow down I'm still not ready
Slow down this heart is still heavy
Slow down I′m still not ready
Slow down this heart is still heavy
Slow down I′m still not ready
Slow down this heart is still heavy
Slow down I'm still not ready
Slow down this heart is still heavy