alive Songtext
von michale haze

To be alive, I have to be outside
Of where I reside without being denied
I′m over it, I grew up opening
The doors that have nothing
Today when I'm looking

Looking through these old pictures
So much has changed over the years
And it′s not for the better
So I should leave before it gets worse


Seeing the deluge
Flooding my room
From all the tears
I've collected for years
I wish it wasn't real
All the things I can′t feel
Dreading inside a bleak body
It remains an anomaly

Right now a cigarette doesn′t sound so bad
It clears the thoughts of what we recently had
It's better than hours of rotting in bed
And being showered thoughts of being dead