Kills Me Songtext
von May

The way you look at me, so familiar
Like deja-vuing to when I had you
She′s at the party, I recognize her
How'd you move on, when I′m stuck here?

Guess I gotta pretend
You're nothing but a friend
When you're the one I want
I saw it coming, but it

It kills me to see you with her
It kills me to see you with her
We′re over, but you were the first
It kills me, it kills me

Thought I′d get over, what if I never?
I say I'm dizzy, but it′s whatever
Hiding from you in the bathroom, clever
You ask me if I feel better


I don't cause
I thought everything would be fun at twenty
Wanted to try again, but you wouldn′t let me
Wish it wasn't true, but it′s clear you love her
I don't wanna think about getting closure

It kills me to see you with her
It kills me to see you with her
We're over, but you were the first
It kills me, it kills me

(I′m looking at it) It kills me to see you with her
(Like how we started) It kills me to see you with her
(Your hands around her) I′ll tell you that it doesn't hurt, but
(You found another) It kills me, it kills me

I thought everything would be fun at twenty
But, I′m leaving the party so cold and empty
You're keeping her warm with your leather jacket
Wish I was okay, but I just can′t stand it

I thought everything would be fun at twenty
But now I'm walking home and my shoes are heavy
You′re probably back in your small apartment
I don't wanna think about where it's going

I gave you everything, all of me
But everything was never enough
I′m getting over, I′m moving on