Nightmares Songtext
von Luke Rainsford

I wish I didn′t hate myself so much,
That I don't want to leave this bed,
I wish I didn′t have to breathe to feel alive,
'Cause every breath feels like I'm letting out a little sound that I have left to slip away,
And I hate that.

If I see the age of thirty I′ll probably be empty by then,
I remember being thirteen I was never this upset,
Back then I had ambitions, I tried to be a better person,
Than I′ve ever told myself that I could be,
I used to feel alive, I never feel this burning in my skin,
That I lied about in layover when I said that I was comfortable in it,
All those old songs act like therapy to me,
I hate that lucid dreams are nightmares now to me.

I'd rather be alone so I can wallow in my own head,
Wearing fake smiles doesn′t feel that right to me,
To become me, using the same words, the same lines again,
I'm nothing special,
I′m nothing special.


Don't wanna see the age of thirty,
I hope they bury me by then,
The last thing that I need is to try again,
I don′t feel alive,
I just don't feel this burning in my skin,
That I lied about in layover when I said that I was comfortable in it,
All those old songs act like therapy to me,
Lucid dreams are nightmares now to me,

I'm giving away my outlet for free,
In the hope that someone can hear and get to know me,
For who I am inside this fucked up head,
I′m not the guy my friends all wished that I could be,
I′m scared and broken,
naive and hopeless,
Stuck in this neverending cycle of distress,
That keeps me from sleeping,
I just can't be here when you need me,
I just can′t be here when you need me.

'Cause I don′t feel alive,
I never felt this burning in my skin,
I hope it kills me,
Feel alive,
I never feel this burning in my skin,
That I lied about in layover when I said that I was comfortable in it,
All those old songs act like therapy to me,
I just can't be here when you need me.