F.U.T. Songtext
von Lucid Dementia

She said that
The middle of the road was the best place to go
Cause she didn′t want to be the one to cause a problem
Didn't want to be the one to bring attention
She said that
When she was a child her father beat her
Taught her to stay in the darkened corners
Taught to be silent to avoid the punishment
I tried to
Show her how the world could be filled with love
If she opened up her heart to the slings and arrows
Opened up her heart to love I′d known
She said that
She'd never open up to the concept love
Her heart was stainless steel
And she would never let me in no she would never let me in no
Everyone I know
Hates to show
What's inside of them
Everyone I know


Wants me to show
What′s inside of me
Everybody′s got this f- up thing
Everybody's got this f- up thing
Everybody′s got
Everybody's got
Everybody′s got this f-
Up
Thing
I've tried to
Forget the memories of my youth
Forget the sick and twisted things that occurred
By the hands of ones that would hate my innocence
I′ve tried to
Bury the thoughts of the times I was caught
And put through the motions of torture and embarrassment
Run though the ringer of childhood trauma
I've learned that
To stay in the middle is worse than death
To stay in the middle is a silent prison
I had to get out I had to get out
I try and I try to repress what's inside
And I′ll never let you in
No I′ll never let you in no I'll never let you in
Everyone I know
Hates to show
What′s inside of them
Everyone I know
Wants me to show
What's inside of me
Everybody′s got this f- up thing
Everybody's got this f- up thing
Everybody′s got
Everybody's got
Everybody's got this f-
Up
Thing
Everybody′s got this f- up thing
Everybody′s got this f- up thing
Everybody's got this f- up thing
Everybody′s got this f- up thing
Everybody everybody
Everybody's got this f- up thing
Everybody everybody
Everybody′s got this f- up thing
Everybody's got
Everybody′s got this f- up thing
Everybody's got this f- up thing
Everyone I know
Hates to show
What's inside of them
Everyone I know
Wants me to show
What′s inside of me
Everybody′s got this f- up thing
Everybody's got this f- up thing
Everybody′s got
Everybody's got
Everybody′s got this f-
Up
Thing