Repressing Stuff Songtext
von Katya Karat

I′ve been releasing this trauma for months
I'm so tired, i want to start repressing stuff
I just want a change after change but i never quite settle
I keep notebooks from years ago in the drawers next to bed and
I keep counting the ice cubes in a coffee every evening
These drinks make me poor and older
But i like the feeling that they′re giving
I get jobs where i don't speak and i worry that it's too deep
I write pages of the same rage every morning with a rampage
I draw smiles on the corners, hearts and faces, eyes and lips
God i loved you like a storm loves killing things
I′ve been releasing this trauma for months
I′m so tired, i want to start repressing stuff


I scroll down, take it out, clothes holding close to ground
I was up and now I'm down, I′m just bored with being loud
Hope you get yourself a cloud that you'll like to rain next to
Cause I was just another lesson on your way to adolescence
A skater boy flirted with me or maybe i just love teachers
He looked like young Curt Cobain and he was 16
I fell and he taught me how to do a simple trick
I fell in love for a second, it just clicked
And i laughed so hard when i thought you′d be jealous
Only now it'd be real, I′d like to know how you'd deal with it
I've been releasing this trauma for months
I′m so tired, i want to start repressing stuff
I′m so tired, i want to start repressing stuff