Envy Songtext
von Katra

I linger outside in winter′s night
Can't come home, you wait me inside
I′d rather freeze than now face the truth
This fight had nothing to do with you
Trying to swallow the words breaking through
I took myself away from you
I step ahead and come closer the door
When the cold's getting in my core
You made me wonder why I blame
You for something myself ought ashame
It's just so easy to ignore what you said
The voices screaming in the back of my head
Envy, all my foolish pride eating inside
This feeling, it drives me mad
I know this game but not how to play So I can′t explain away
Why I suffer and make you bleed
It′s because of my shattered dreams
How could I say I envy your life
The show you lead should have been mine
Envy, all my foolish pride eating inside
Envy, I am like a child, not your pride
Envy, all my foolish pride eating inside
This feeling, it drives me mad
I want to let go of my past
Say it to you and make it last
This fight between us I will tell
Has now ended, the door's wide open
I′m home, alone