Lost (As I Am) Songtext
von inbalance

Got your hands inside my jar again
But now there′s nothing left
Spent it all so I could fill my cup
But I dried it out instead
Never knew a couple days could turn into some years
Never thought I'd get it right
But now it′s just so clear

I had a sick feeling in my gut
I should've known that there was no one
No one I could really trust to be up front
And nobody gets better alone
So I sit here and rot on my own
What's the point if I can′t gain full control of it
But maybe that′s irrelevant
I know that it's irrelevant


Get me out, get me out of this
I quit trying to be such an optimist
I cannot be the antagonist at the end of our story, so...
Can′t get out, Can't get out of this
Cause I can′t find the right audience
Don't act like you′re not just as lost as I am
You act like you're not just as lost as I am

There's no point in keeping in touch
Cause you always thought of me as bad luck
All because I never could gain full control of it
Sometimes those voices seem to pull you in
And it gets me so fucked up that I

Can′t get out, can′t get out of this
I quit trying to be such an optimist
I cannot be the antagonist at the end of our story, so...
Get me out, get me out of this
Cause I can't find the right audience
Don′t act like you're not just as lost as I am

Got your hands inside my jar again
But nothing′s fucking left
Spent it all so I could fill my cup
But I drown myself instead.


Cause I never knew
It could be all for nothing
That a couple days could turn into some years
Never thought I'd get it right
But now it′s just so clear

But now it's just so clear
But now it's just so...

Get me out, get me out of this
I quit trying to be such an optimist
I cannot be the antagonist at the end of our story so
End of our story so
Can′t get out, can′t get out of this
Cause I can't find the right audience
Don′t act like you're not just as lost as I am
You act like you′re not just as lost as I am