So Special Songtext
von ILMA

Big smile losing all of my senses
Closed eyes I′ll be spinning
It's alright it′s just the world in rotation
I go in and out of this conversation

This night feeling kinda essential
I'm checking my behavior but it's hard to navigate, where the fences
At the bottom of the glass, my attention

Wish I could erase all this talk
Like I′m in here caught in a trap
Like I been away too long to get back
Live inside a life from the past
I′m forgetting all these feelings will pass
A witness to my life on the side
I just want to have a good time
But the spirits always catchin' my eyes


This drink won′t let me reach my potential
But I don't care cause I′m feelin' special
(So Special)
Look a saint feeling the devil
This time I don′t know how to be gentle

Feel like a movie, yeah I wanna see it twice
It's just a habit put my trust into this wine
Pulling like a magnet, I'm too far to realign

Everything I love is always killing me
I ain′t feeling rough, I do it willingly
Hope when I get old the Lord forgives me
(I hope the Lord forgives me)
I′ve been going too fast, too fast, too fast
I've been tryna outshine this red light
I want it to last, to last, to last

This drink won′t let me reach my potential
But I don't care cause I′m feelin' special
(So Special)
Look a saint feeling the devil
This time I don′t know how to be gentle
(Instrumental)
They say it's gonna heal me
Pray I find the real me