For the Light Songtext
von ILMA

I been giving it my best with my two eyes
But I still feel like a mess
I been outdoing the test ye for my size
But I wanna see the rest

Yeah I′m going for the light
I been smoking all night
Yeah I did it out of spite
I did it cause it felt right

I didn't know that I could ask for it
Cause I′ve been here on my back
Seeing my friends turning' to ash on me
Know how to live with a mask

Tell me where to turn the light on
So much to forget
I need something to rely on
Feel like this is a game but I never learned to play


Yeah ye yea yeah yah
Yeah ye yea yeah yah
Oh o oh ohh oh huuuhhh
Yeah ye yea yeah yah

I been livin my best in my lifestyle
But I feel like doin' less
There ain′t nothing you can see on the outside
I got looks I feel blessed

I need this mess to feel right
Let′s do the work I'm on site
This life has been a long night
I′m scared of feelin' alright

I didn′t know that I could ask for it
Cause I've been here on my back
Seeing my friends turning′ to ash on me
Know how to live with a mask

Tell me where to turn the light on
So much to forget
I need something to rely on
Feel like this is a game but I never learned to play


Now, I'm doin' it sober
Just the occasional smoker
Now I′m gettin′ in closer
Yeah I'm getting a closeup

Uh uh all I know is that I already I know
All the trauma I been livin′ just to put on a show
Yeah I get it just to get in, I just needed a blow
I been livin, I been livin' just to stay in control

Tell me where to turn the light on
So much to forget
I need something to rely on
Feel like this is a game but I never learned to play