My Blessing Songtext
von Grafh

Through a window or an open door
I stretch my hands to thee
Come rescue me
I need you right away
I need you

We need something to believe in, something to believe in

Shit, I just need a reason
Emotionally unavailable′s what I'm feeling, what a feeling
Something′s broken and nothing's healing
I self medicated, tryna stay balanced
Meditated, went vegan, ate salad
Faked happy online until we got great at it
Searching for validation from niggas that ain't valid

We all kinda mentally confused

Every woman I dated was sexually abused
Pressure with aggression, instead of in the mood
Made it feel pessimistic over feministic views


Daddy wasn′t around, you wanna cry? On, fine
Little things, I learned how to tie a tie online
Intuition, I rely on mine
If the shoe fits, wear it, I′ma try on mine
Real shit, I wasn't afraid of death, wasn′t afraid to die
More afraid of heartbreak and more afraid to cry
I need to face my own truth, can't be afraid to fly
I′m too generous to cheat and too brave to lie
Word up

I need you, I need you
Sacrificed them so I could give you my all
I need you, I need you
Premonition got me in position, I know
You a blessing
I'ma wait however long (Long, long)
For my blessing, yeah, yeah

The plan is to level up some
I never return back to the level you leveled up from
Did I get enough done? Too neglected or too excessive?
If it cost your inner peace, then it′s too expensive
Head up, never down to the floor
Never look up to the rich or look down to the poor
Don't mean to sound insecure, but I'm growing through confrontation


I′d rather hold a grudge than hold a conversation
This that big ego, too much pride combination
The padlock without the combination
This is not new, I let you down when I say that I got you
I never learned how to love, I actually learned not to
Whatever my priority is, you think that it′s not you
I say, "I love you," you tell me it's not true
Girl, you deserve to be happy, you deserve to be happy

Maybe I do too, shit

I need you, I need you
Sacrificed them so I could give you my all
I need you, I need you (Yeah, yeah)
Premonition got me in position, I know (I know, I know)
You a blessing (I know)
I′ma wait however long (Long, long)
For my blessing, yeah, yeah

Is happiness forgotten?
I've been hurt so long that I actually
Forgot that happiness is actually an option

How could you take all your emotions and love me with it?
How dare you give me your heart and trust me with it?
Damn, you brave, I′m praying I'm never clumsy with it
Your ex-man hurt you, you look at me like he must be different
I′m tryna uphold that
Secrets from every relationship, I never told that
I never condone that
I wish I could love so freely and never hold back
The soul is for sale, but I never sold that
I wanna be incredible

I wanna do the shit I never do
I grew up with grown ass men that never grew
I used to buy my kids things I never had
Now I wanna teach my kids things I never knew

Stop competing with who's ahead of you
Just wake up tomorrow and try to be a better you
Word

I need you, I need you
Sacrificed them so I could give you my all
I need you, I need you (Yeah, yeah)
Premonition got me in position, I know (I know, I know)
You a blessing (I know)
I'ma wait however long (Long, long)
For my blessing, yeah, yeah

Can′t wait another day, oh
Oh, no
Please make a way, oh