This Is Not Fun Songtext
von Filiah

I thought this rage would pass as I was getting older
Staring at the mirror while the sink is spilling over
Fills up the room just like you do
I never could, I can′t move

Woke up, the fever had me turning
Don't know who I am
I just don′t wanna be a burden
I say it's fine, I say I'm good
I practice lines, it′s understood

Lay it down for a moment
And tell myself I′m not broken
And get the taste off my tongue
Hang up an image and break it
To lose the memory's weight
I call it my kind of fun


Last night I dreamt I had a garden of my own
I would sink into a patch of grass
And feel myself dissolving
I′d be the air, I'd be the wind
Or just for once
Not anything

Lay it down for a moment
And tell myself I′m not broken
And get the taste off my tongue
Hang up an image and break it
To lose the memory's weight
I call it my kind of fun

Always thought I′m impatient
But I'm just tired and jaded
And nothing else can be done
Hang up an image and break it
Only to try and replace it
I don't believe this is fun

I′ve been no one
This is not fun