Talks with Loneliness Songtext
von Erica Mason

It is crazy.
It is like,
You wake up
Only to
Meet loneliness.
Im afraid to be alone sometimes.
Im afraid of bein′ vulnerable cuz
What if i cld nvr let u go yea
I cant lie i run smtms i be weak
For weeks n weeks them long nights i cant sleep.
I want somebody next to me.
That side of the bed is so cold.
How am i supposed to give my heart,mind n my soul
To someone that i cant see.
God, please excuse me. I'm tryna be honest.
Seeking you when I feel alone is the hardest.
N my heart is just a canvas
Who is longing for an artist.
Brush strokes on my soul
I hope eventually i get the picture
Cuz i cant crop you out cuz who you r is in the mirror.
Go figure, im just tryna figure it out.
It makes 7 figures, but my soul has been in z drought.
N i cant make it rain unless unless u reign in my life
N i cant open up my heart unless i have you inside.
All i ever really wanted was someone on my side.
But loneliness has been the one that′s always down for the ride.
N i don't always have the answer so I question your love
N i don't always measure up but still you say I′m enough.

All i ever really wanted was somebody to love.
N you been knocking at my door but i cant open up.


So many mistakes i made
So many of these games i played
I always say I′m complicated,
The cover of my real frustrations
I need patience, I need time
To rewind to when I was 12
I lost my trust in my mind, my mom I rejected
Emotions felt neglected
Tryna let go of these memories n hold on to this necklace.
N he tells me that I'm so worth loving

But why did life do me wrong if I was so worth loving.
I think the bigger picture is that you′re so worth loving
N you still have my heart even when I have nuthin'.

N i cant make it rain unless unless u reign in my life
N i cant open up my heart unless i have you inside.
All i ever really wanted was someone on my side.
But loneliness is not the one coming along for the ride.

N i don′t always have the answer so I question your love
N i don't always measure up but still you say I′m enough.
All i ever really wanted was somebody to love.
N you been knocking at my door so imma open it up.

At some point, I have to stop trusting in
The things that I've used to protect me n
Surrender to the truth that God says about me.
Just because I feel alone doesn't mean I am alone.