Insomnia Songtext
von ena mori

I thought of dying tonight
But I don′t think I have what it takes
At 5, I wonder
What if I'm the only one wide awake?
And I see the ceiling fan
Coming close to me
As I watch it collapse
In front of me

I grew up ordinary
Silver-Honda-car kind of way
I had some hurtful days
But there was nothing else to complain
Compared to friends I had
That were close to me
I watched them collapse
In front of me


Thought I knew what I′m here for
Thought I knew where else I need to be
Oh, I died in the search for
Something I have had in front of me

Some dude just told me
"You'll look amazing from the neck up
But with a body so big
It's nearly impossible to be loved
By somebody else."
Something′s wrong with me
And he laughed then collapsed
In front of me

Thought I knew what I′m here for
Thought I knew where else I need to be
Oh, I died in the search for
Something I have had in front of me

Thought I knew what I'm here for
Thought I knew where else I need to be
Oh, I died in the search for
Something I have had in front of me