Being Unkind Songtext
von Eli Shane

I′m doing all the things I don't wanna do
Doing all the things I don′t wanna do
I'm doing all the things I don't wanna do
Ostensibly forcing myself to


There were times today I almost swung a hammer to my kneecaps
I feel dirty and dilapidated and it′s been a while since I′ve eaten
Make time to wash my hands before I shove them down my throat
Being unkind to myself to prove that I can take the high road

I woke up crying in the middle of the night
I stomped around my apartment, beat the shit out of my thighs
I gave this all I had
I'm coughing until I gag cause it feels like it passes the time

And I can′t help thinking how I looked the other day
Like a deer in the headlights as he spoke to me
I try to cut myself off, but I just can't escape what I′ve been thinking