I Remember Songtext
von Deviates

When I think of my youth
I don′t remember you
You weren't there, no, you didn′t care
You still don't care
You never cared
I thought you did
But I don't

It wasn′t a dream, no, I had no choice
I couldn′t scream, I had no voice
To say or do anything

I was all alone in the hated row

And I remember now what it's like
To be the face of a constant fight
Yeah, I remember
You couldn′t see, no, you couldn't feel
Wake up from the dream just to find it′s real
Yeah, I remember


My mind was full of hate
My heart was empty, I couldn't take it
It was your choice to leave
I hated you
And you hated me
The fight for custody
Over me, a piece of property
To fill me with confusion
Empty thoughts, anger and illusions

And I remember
What it was like to be the face
Of a constant fight, a futile fight
Yeah, I remember
You couldn′t see, no, you couldn't feel
Wake up from the dream just to find it's real
Yeah, I remember

Do you remember me?
That whiny kid, that little crying baby
The hated, the hazard, the problem solving
The existing soil, the fall
Yeah, I remember what it′s like
Oh, not again, that′s not my life
You're nothing to me, no, you never were
A springy name, I guess that′s just the way it goes
Fuck you

But I remember