Cocaine Songtext
von Crucifix

When I was a child, I used to dream of what life would be like when I grew up
I never dreamed it would be like this (like this, like this, like this, like this, like this)

Somewhere along the way I lost myself
Can you see me? (See me, see me, see me)
And somewhere between my dreams and hell
I′ve given up everything I believed in (believed in, believed in, believed in)
But I had a name once (I had name once, I had a name once)
And now I'm someone that no one knows
I had a life once (I had a life once, I had a life once, I had a life once)

But this ain′t the life I chose
Now I'm empty (now I'm empty, now I′m empty, now I′m empty)
Drowning myself in my pain (in my pain, in my pain, in my pain)
And nothing can fill me
But this addiction for cocaine (cocaine, cocaine, cocaine, cocaine)
Just one more time and I can leave this life behind (behind, behind, behind)


Now once again I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place
This hell I call home, it′s got me lookin' like a madman
Tryin′ to understand this lust for substance that burns in my bones (bones)
Suicide on a daily basis (basis)
I'm too high to face this pointless, helpless, hopeless, heartless
Godforsaken life I′ve wasted
Could you even fathom what it's like to be broken?
Steady lookin' for a reason for breathing except this evil you′re smoking?
And I (and I) never get a moment of peace
I′m living to feed the need for me to get geeked
'Cause I can′t eat, and I can't sleep, and I can′t think
What it is I do and what I don't believe? (Believe)

I (I, I) don′t (don't) see (see) how something so small could take control of me
I've given up everything I′ve loved
Everything I′ve owned and now there's nothing left but this skin hanging from my bones
I (I) don′t (don't) know (know) how something so small could rip the life out of my soul (ah)
Oh, I know that I must be blind, but it′s taking over my mind
All I wanna do is hit it just one more time
And I'll be fine with this pain that I feel when I′m lonely (lonely, lonely)
It's got my mind gone (gone), my mind blown (blown)
Now I'm gone praying for Jesus to take me home

Because I had a God once (I had a God once, I had a God once, I had a God once)
But this ain′t the God I chose
Now I′m empty (now I'm empty, now I′m empty, now I'm empty)
Drowning myself in my pain (in my pain, in my pain, in my pain)
And nothing can fill me
But this addiction for cocaine (cocaine, cocaine, cocaine, cocaine)