crumbling / suicide note Songtext
von convolk

I wish that I could find another way
But I am not alive, already dead
So long before I

I wish you knew how I feel
About you, about you
Don′t think it's sad too
Sad too
Suffer I′m glad too
Glad too
I'm crumbling down
I am still stuck in this town
Life of a letdown
Letdown
Jumping to get down
Get down


And I need some help
As for it, no chance it help
Laugh at it, after we fail
But I can't get up again
Do some more to sober up
Five-cards wants to blow me up
Falling is the best of fun
The last look at this gun

Every room in my house is a fucking mess
I wanna paint the wall with a shotgun blast
Maybe that′s what it takes to wake up my friends
Hope you know what you were missing then
I wanna write a note that makes my friends cry

Write a note that makes my friends cry
Really makes me wanna take my life
Take my life

(Hey, uhm... it′s me and I don't really know how to say this, but...)
(I don′t think uhm...)
(I'll be coming home tonight, and I just wanted to let you know that)
(It′s not your fault and I love you a lot. Uhh...)
(You know I've been thinking about this for a)
(While and I... settled on it y′know so I love you)