respite for the tulpamancer Songtext
von Colin Self

Here I lost a lot of hope
It was once guiding me
All along have I been wrong
Hiding from a gradual defeat
Take it off of my eyes
I wanna know
Can you still see me
Because it hurts to see you cry
All alone
Being deceived

Afraid that they may know us
And try to fold us back to being
[mm what you said to pull me out of the saccharin]
And what would it take to harness
Fear that negates a process
Something about myself I know that I can′t help


Tie a ribbon to my ghost
I always do the most
The spirit with me appearing inside of me cheering from the sidelines

Haunted by something
This world is enough to fight for
Stranger I love
I will hold you in the shadows until you are free

Trust me
[In shadows I]
As your Tulpa
[help you materialize]
When I'm speaking
[I′m called back to]
Can you hear me
[your space and time]
Come on
[I speak in tongues]
Pull on my tail
[to fill up your lungs]
Now I summon the power to set you free
[to consecrate you and set you free]