Avoidance Songtext
von CHINCHILLA

You sent me a message, "Just leave me alone"
Now I′m shakin' head to toe
I′d rather the silence, I don't wanna know
I know it's delusional
But I don′t have the strength to let you go

It′s not that I don't love you
In fact, it′s the opposite
I get anxious when you call
I'm so scared to message you
In case you′re with some lucky bitch, so I leave it all

You want closure, I avoid it
And it must be so annoyin', I know
I just can′t imagine that you're gone

I'd rather avoidance than live in the know
I′m not tryna long it out
I hold onto items, and hold onto hope
′Cause I can't bear to live without
As long as I don′t contact you, then I don't pull you down


It′s not that I don't love you
In fact, it′s the opposite
I get so anxious when you call
I'm so scared to message you
In case you're with some lucky bitch, so I leave it all

You want closure, I avoid it
And it must be so annoyin′, I know
I just can′t imagine that you're gone

And I′m not tryna make it harder
I've just never dealt with so much love
And I don′t know what to do with it all
'Cause no one else will ever be enough to let you go

And it must be so annoyin′, I know
I just can't imagine that you're gone
And now you′re with some lucky bitch, so I leave it all

You want closure, I avoid it
And it must be so annoyin′, I know
It must be so annoyin', I know
I know, I know, I know, I know, I know
I just can′t imagine that you're gone