STIMMING Songtext
von CHIKA

Stimmin′, stimmin', stimmin′, stimmin', stimmin', stimmin′
Stimmin′, stimmin'
Drip-drop, drip-drop
Shit-splosh, shit-splosh
Tick-tock, tick-tock
Stimmin′, stimmin', stimmin′

Since a youngin', I′ve been fidgetin' with my toys
(Fidgetin' with my toys)
Twistin′, flippin′ shit, how I figured out that I liked noise
(Figured that I liked noise)
Knew I loved a racket while questionin' if I liked boys
(If I liked boys)
Now causin′ commotion, pay bills, and it bring me my joy
(It bring me-)

Oh, boy, they had a feelin' I′d be a handful (I'd be a handful)
Rather be defiant than label me as a damn fool (label me as a -)
I was a pariah before I ever got cancelled
But problems are like doorknobs, most of them get handled


If young me could see me
She′d ask if we've been on TV
Did we ever get our big break?
Did we get a show on Disney? (Show on Disney)
I'd say, "Baby, we met Raven
We both think that girls are pretty"
We made friends with that one rapper
The experience was shitty (experience was shitty)

Your big brother′s Stevie Wonder
And you live in the big city
You grew into your big head
And your big mouth and your big titties
If you ask me for advice on your first project, don′t say Diddy
Keep your head up in the clouds
Most of all, never stop stimmin', uh

Drip-drop
Ink from your pen done stained up the hallway (stained up the hallway)
Shit-splosh
Write to no end, yeah, scribblin′ shit all day (scribblin' shit all day)
Tick-tock
Nothing but time, and it ain′t no wrong way (ain't no wrong way)
Flip every table (every table)
Fuck being stable (being)


Please
If they hate your heart, then you just hit ′em with the steez
Don't know what they want
But you know what these niggas need
Remember you was trackin' in your closet
If your mouth gon′ write a check
Then you gon′ love every deposit, yeah

I get a lot of kids that are in Headstart programs that
They're angry, they′re aggressive, they're oppositional defiant
And God forbid if they′re a little bit larger (yes)
So that's even another added piece to it
And they don′t see there's something really goin' on here
They′re not, they′re not comprehending, they're not understanding
They just see big, black, and aggressive

′Xcuse me, teacher, I'm so sorry, I′m payin' attention
(I′m payin' attention)
My mama gon' be mad if you send me to detention
(If you send me to detention)
Damn, I stay in trouble, will I ever learn my lesson?
(Will I ever learn my lesson?)
Sinnin′, I′m forgiven when I take it to confession
(When I take it to confession)

Try to understand it, just a chick with no connections
(Just a chick with no connections)
Black kids just some bad kids, we don't never get no respite
(We don′t never get no respite)
Think it's underhanded, reprimanded with aggression
(Reprimanded with aggression)
Wonder why the studies show we end up with depression

Disruptive attention, got deficits
My dysfunction is definite
My main muscle need medicine
When I′m locked in, it's heaven-sent
I′m a scrappy lil' scholar
My messy book bag and locker
A hidden piece of the puzzle
Reflection of how I'm walkin′ through life

With different trainers, sculptin′ with tools of a painter
My Michelangelo 2D, my Mona Lisa got angles
I tend to scare off the demons, my shoulder's porch to an angel
My neuro love a divergence, I ain′t in need of no savior

Drip-drop
Ink from your pen done stained up the hallway (stained up the hallway)
Shit-splosh
Write to no end, yeah, scribblin' shit all day (scribblin′ shit all day)
Tick-tock
Nothing but time, and it ain't no wrong way (ain′t no wrong way)
Flip every table (every table)
Fuck being stable (being)

Please
If they hate your heart, then you just hit 'em with the steez
Don't know what they want
But you know what these niggas need
Remember you was trackin′ in your closet
If your mouth gon′ write a check
Then you gon' love every deposit, yeah