nervous Songtext
von chasing luma

Old vice of mine, I know right where to find you
I′m a creature of habit these days
Tried to draw the line, but I always decide to
Get into my own way

Breathe you out, breathe you in
It's not as comforting as I remembered it
Heard voice of reason, but I wasn′t listening
Words are right on the tip of my tongue
But nothing is coming out
I tried but I don't know how

I can't calm down
It′s like you′re talking to me in cursive
My systems are nervous
I can't calm down
And I didn′t get this high on purpose
It feels like I deserve it
(It feels like I deserve it)


I'm paranoid, feelings I wish I could avoid
Am I too loud, should I watch my voice?
Talking to me, but it′s background noise
Everybody knows that they're watching me spiral
I see their eyes roll

Breathe you out, breathe you in
It doesn′t feel the same as I remember it
Could get worse, thank god it hasn't happened yet
Words are right on the tip of my tongue
But nothing is coming out
I tried but I don't know how

I can′t calm down
It′s like you're talking to me in cursive
My systems are nervous
I can′t calm down
And I didn't get this high on purpose
It feels like I deserve it
Feels like I deserve it

Oh, oh, oh
I can′t calm down
And I didn't get this high on purpose
Feels like I deserve it
And I didn′t get this high on purpose
Feels like I deserve it