Finding My Purpose Songtext
von CalenRaps
Finding My Purpose Songtext
Yeah
Scared of love, scared of lies
Thought we were the perfect pair, but apparently you paralyzed
You used to bare it all, now you barely care to try
And rarely let me in your territory ′cause you terrified
I swear to God, nothing compares to how we shared a vibe
Baby we was parallel, these other girls is parasites
I saw your parents and I asked 'em what your spirits like
They said your smile ain′t been near as bright and neither has mine
I used to think things get easy with time
But now I see they just get easy at times
Like when I'm drinking not thinking 'bout
How tonight you gon′ be asleep in my arms
My demons never really leave for that long
You know I′m striving for perfect, but life is a circus
I'm grinding, I′m working while finding my purpose
And reasons why I think I'm not worthless
And sometimes I bite off more than I can chew
Probably should′ve been prioritizing you
Say I love you with my mouth, but my actions just ain't as loud
Thought I could blow up while also holding you down
Lonely even when I got hoes and homies around
Searching for those moments we found
They never appear
If I never was clear
I ain′t wanna separate for seventy years
Didn't think we'd ever be here
But here we are
Had this fear of falling in love since
Seeing the marriage of my parents fail
Life is only fair on a ferris wheel and in fairy tales
Marijuana all in my fingernails, I ain′t fairing well
Fake smile on my face, afraid I ain′t gon' wear it well
From ferry rides to farewells, sad because I′m sober
Put your heart inside a cast, I'm so bad as a Casanova
All I ask is you don′t smash all these rappers I'm passing over
Going backwards on my path to closure, no GPS
The more I need you, you need me less
Wish I could relive life, wish I could relieve stress
I get the same results, because I repeat steps
I just can′t resist, it's like I need regrets
I look fine on my surface, but I'm honestly nervous
I′m searching and searching, but won′t find my purpose
And reasons why I think I'm not worthless
And sometimes I bite off more than I can chew
Didn′t know I was demoralizing you
Scared of love, scared of lies
Thought we were the perfect pair, but apparently you paralyzed
You used to bare it all, now you barely care to try
And rarely let me in your territory ′cause you terrified
I swear to God, nothing compares to how we shared a vibe
Baby we was parallel, these other girls is parasites
I saw your parents and I asked 'em what your spirits like
They said your smile ain′t been near as bright and neither has mine
I used to think things get easy with time
But now I see they just get easy at times
Like when I'm drinking not thinking 'bout
How tonight you gon′ be asleep in my arms
My demons never really leave for that long
You know I′m striving for perfect, but life is a circus
I'm grinding, I′m working while finding my purpose
And reasons why I think I'm not worthless
And sometimes I bite off more than I can chew
Probably should′ve been prioritizing you
Say I love you with my mouth, but my actions just ain't as loud
Thought I could blow up while also holding you down
Lonely even when I got hoes and homies around
Searching for those moments we found
They never appear
If I never was clear
I ain′t wanna separate for seventy years
Didn't think we'd ever be here
But here we are
Had this fear of falling in love since
Seeing the marriage of my parents fail
Life is only fair on a ferris wheel and in fairy tales
Marijuana all in my fingernails, I ain′t fairing well
Fake smile on my face, afraid I ain′t gon' wear it well
From ferry rides to farewells, sad because I′m sober
Put your heart inside a cast, I'm so bad as a Casanova
All I ask is you don′t smash all these rappers I'm passing over
Going backwards on my path to closure, no GPS
The more I need you, you need me less
Wish I could relive life, wish I could relieve stress
I get the same results, because I repeat steps
I just can′t resist, it's like I need regrets
I look fine on my surface, but I'm honestly nervous
I′m searching and searching, but won′t find my purpose
And reasons why I think I'm not worthless
And sometimes I bite off more than I can chew
Didn′t know I was demoralizing you
Writer(s): Daniel Kraft, Calenraps Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com
