birthdaybash Songtext
von bunii

(Bastard)

I′ll blow my brains out, I'll paint the walls (Haha)
I hate myself, I′m fucking appalled
No hesitation if it goes wrong (Bah)
They'll finally love me when I'm dead and gone

17 xans for my birthday
I swear I′m going out in the worst way
I′m crying like a child, it's a sure thing
The candles won′t go out, they're still burning
I′m such a fucking loser, baby I'm a bastard (Bastard)
Couped up on my computers, mic′d up screaming bad words
Somethings always brewing, no matter what, it hurts
Everything I'm doing is fucking wrong, it never works


You were my ecstasy, it ruined my plans
I'm fucking up everything, there′s blood on my hands
I knew what you meant to me and still couldn′t help myself
With the cards I'm dealt so— (Bastard)

I′ll blow my brains out, I'll paint the walls (Haha, Javy)
I hate myself, I′m fucking appalled
No hesitation if it goes wrong (Bah)
They'll finally love me when I′m dead and gone

17 xans for my birthday
I swear I'm going out in the worst way
I'm crying like a child, it′s a sure thing
The candles won′t go out, they're still burning
I′m such a fucking loser, baby I'm a bastard
Couped up on my computers, mic′d up screaming bad words
I'm such a fucking loser, baby I′m a bastard
Couped up on my computers, mic'd up screaming bad words