THIS IS REALLY HARD Songtext
von Braden Bales

I′m fighting off the"I love you" while I'm inside you
It′s been a year since I saw you and this was nice, but
If this is closure, the Pope is a Jew from China
If this is over, then why am I still behind you

Tell me, was your plan to really only get drinks
Cause you shaved and I didn't
I'm getting sad because you learned a new thing
Girl who showed you? I didn′t

Aww, I′m thinking too hard
Lock back in Braden, don't be akward
Raw, emotionally charged
She looks better than the day I lost her

Everything feels kinda the same and
So much is new, so much has changed
Oh my god, this is really hard
I′m in love with the girl I lost
On top of me


We're having sex and the wettest thing is my eyeballs
I′m talking dirty like"everything then was my fault
I'm tryna remember this moment, I kept the lights on
I′ve gained some weight since you saw me, fuck cut the lights off

Was the plan to really only get drinks
Cause you shaved and I didn't
And does it even matter what tonight means
I wish that it didn't

Aww, I′m thinking too hard
Lock back in Braden, don′t be akward
Raw, emotionally charged
She looks better than the day I lost her

Everything feels kinda the same and
So much is new, so much has changed
Oh my god, this is really hard
I'm in love with the girl I lost
On top of me

You grab my hand and you′re telling me that you there, and"It's really deep" but I′m wishing that meant you care, yet
Coming with me and back to me aren't the same, guess
By our"invisible string" you just meant your waistband