I’m Not Allowed to Die Anymore Songtext
von Aaryan Shah

I′ve been asleep since December
I think I'll freeze in this weather
Is this the end that I chose?

I′m fighting to keep myself sober
When I wish my life would be over
Is there a way I can do both?

Everyone says that they need me
How do I say I'm defeated?
How do I tell them I'm bleeding?
I′m just not happy anymore


I wish that they never met me
I wish that they could forget me
And I wish that somebody′d let me
So it won't hurt them when I go

The weight of the world on my shoulders
Is heavier now that I′m older
It's selfish of me to let go

My family′s broken and severed
And I can't keep us together
I wish that I wasn′t alone

What happens when I stop breathing?
What happens when I'm the reason?