i'll still love you without the interference of flesh, is what i thought. but the time has passed since then, how did i materialize a touch that could never exist? but then it was just another touch with you. is this the smile i stake my life on? why ...
it was pitch dark with light emitting from passersby when i found you
a peering eye disappearing leads my restless fantasies to an exhausting reality
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- mechanical sound without much development
- the pungency of goat shit and week old blood fermenting across street corners
- your filthy bulbous face, and the tongue you point towards me from between your yellow teeth in dismissal
- a vague resentment and a vague feeling of guilt both of which resonate together to ensure neither feels right
- nothing much left to wait for
- leaving behind, nothing to see left, lingering headaches, nothing to cling to, too many people.
- In a means to die, my heart has forsaken it completely.
- Only in your reflection can i now find any comfort, so no matter whether my hearts constricts at your thought, you'll never fade away. you'll keep reflecting back to me, from myself and everything surrounding me. you divided yourself from one, i'll so ...
- now i can make no excuses, no insincere imagery towards a spiritual world i had in my grasp, a grasp which was always shaking in worry of turning it back to pixellated dust.