exactly how you wanted Songtext
von Zeph

I pretend i don′t care
While i'm screaming how dare you break my heart again?
I tell you to go to hell like i wouldn′t follow you there

If you wanted me dead
I'd hold your hand while you picked up the knife
I've forgiven you over and over again
So what′s one more night?


You risked your life to put me on a shelf
I poured my love out now i hate myself
′Cause jumping and falling for you felt as free
As a suicide pact only fulfilled by me

I want better for myself but i will never ask
Because you love me most and i don't even deserve that

(So is selfishness just wanting more than i′m worth?
And if i'm so damn selfish why does loving you hurt?)

And it all fell apart
It was catastrophic
A bomb always blows after its final tick
It was lovely and perfect til my world ended
Exactly how you wanted, wasn′t it?
It went exactly how you wanted, didn't it?