Idol Songtext
von Xay Hill

I never meant to be your idol
I never meant to be your idol

Lately I been staying to myself don′t wanna fall around you
I cant have you see me at my worse I gotta ball around you
If you see the way that I could bleed won't get no call about you
Life sometimes it push me to my knees I can′t stand tall around you

I never meant to be your idol
Never said I'm perfect was tryna get streams on Tidal
And I knew it would be weight when I start to carry the title
Sometimes I'm loosing to myself it′s like I became my own rival

I never meant to be your idol
I never meant to be your idol

Everyday i swear I′m fighting for perfection I ain't perfect tho
I fold my hands and say my prayers up to God cause I be hurting bro
Stop putting these crowns upon my head cause I ain′t worth your hope
They only cheer about my highs and you ain't never Ever see the lows


I peep the snakes because I been one
Real recognize Real but all the fakes knowing the real ones
Ain′t no cross upon my back I never died for you to live one
That mean I'm jus only human we gone leave the same when we done

See God is perfect but I strive to be
That Devil he a lie to me
I try to do the rightest things
Sometimes I do the wrong in me

And it be hurting when it′s wrong in me
I try to hide the wrong in me
I'm only human know it's flaws in me
I still pray he free em all in me

Lately I been staying to myself don′t wanna fall around you
I cant have you see me at my worse I gotta ball around you
If you see the way that I could bleed won′t get no call about you
Life sometimes it push me to my knees I can't stand tall around you

I never meant to be your idol
Never said I′m perfect was tryna get streams on Tidal
And I knew it would be weight when I start to carry the title
Sometimes I'm loosing to myself it′s like I became my own rival

I never meant to be your idol
I never meant to be your idol