Smile Songtext
von Whitney Peyton

Tell me have you felt low
Tell me have you felt this low
I could sleep forever
I don′t wanna wake no, no, no, no
I don't wanna break, afraid to fall
I just wanna make it through it all
Still I smile, as I fall apart

I got big dreams that I′m chasing
Pray that one day I'm gon' make it
I got things bringing me pain

It ain′t the picture I′m painting
I got hope, yeah, I ain't religious
So show me a God, show me a sign
Never met Jesus, so give me one reason
I′ll change my mind

I'm gon′ go ghost, yeah, I been a loner
Ain't no facade, fell for the lies
I seen some crazy shit, maybe that′s why
I stay inside


Fill these notepads while I choke back
These tears mix with that cognac
I have missed calls, but my phone's cracked
Moms mad I ain't wrote back
But I′m really going through it
Truth is I don′t know what I'm doing
Yeah, so I fake it like I know it

I act strong when I′m not strong
Really thinking I'm about to blow it, yo
Let me make it so clear to you
I got better things to do than put my ear to you
Yeah, and dwell on shit from ten years ago
Now I′m here, lights off in the eerie glow, singing

Tell me have you felt low
Tell me have you felt this low
I could sleep forever
I don't wanna wake no, no, no, no
I don′t wanna break, afraid to fall
I just wanna make it through it all
Still I smile, as I fall apart

Got medicine for this headspace
This fog I'm in feel like deadweight
I'm on this treadmill, running after nothing
But I′ma keep on running like what would my dad say?
Got five thousand reasons I should give up, true
Five thousand people I don′t live up to, yeah


All my heroes fucking fell off
I don't got a lot of people I can look up to

I done crossed the finish line just to start back
I′m saying fuck love, give my heart back
I don't want fame, give my art back
And my last voicemail, disregard that

I don′t wanna be this person
I just wanna be a version of myself
That I like when I duck behind the curtain
But I'm certain that I turn into a burden
Huh, that′s the reason that these demons keep emerging
And they singing like

Tell me have you felt low
Tell me have you felt this low
I could sleep forever
I don't wanna wake no, no, no, no
I don't wanna break, afraid to fall
I just wanna make it through it all
Still I smile, as I fall apart