The Pensive Disarray Songtext
von Voyager

I seek to find all the things that I have found
All the times that I have lost, so
I seek to yield to the pressures of today
To the pensive disarray
And I′m still folding
Holding onto what I've got

I seek to bring all the gifts of inner core
To the ones that I adore, so
I can surround myself with the ones I love
With the ones I trust
And I′m still holding
Holding onto what I've got
And I'm still holding
Holding onto what I′ve got


I take the pressure now
I take the silent sour
I keep believing (I keep believing)
I hold the reason (I hold the reason)
I hold the answer
How will I know why right now?
I hold the reason (I hold the reason)
I am deceiving (I am deceiving)

I breathe the -, I feel the -
And I wonder, I ponder
I can′t escape from me again
I breathe the -, I feel the -
And I wonder, I ponder
I can't escape from me again

Like the silent abode
In the tears I will glow
It′s illusion I crave
It's the feeling I savour and the
Subatomic niveau
Into pieces, I go
Judging all that I see
In the absence of glee and you always say


I seek to find all the things that I have found
All the times that I have lost, so
I seek to yield to the pressures of today
To the pensive disarray
And I′m still holding
Holding onto what I've got

I take the pressure now
I take the silent sour
I keep believing (I keep believing)
I hold the reason (I hold the reason)
I hold the answer
How will I know why right now?
I hold the reason (I hold the reason)
I am deceiving (I am deceiving)

I know the answer now and feel
I know what you have said is real
And I am suffering again
Taking all the pain
I know the answer now and feel
I know what you have said is real
And I am suffering again
Taking all the pain

I hold the answer
How will I know why right now?
What is the reason for this pensive disarray?