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von Vin Jay

Lately I don′t really know what's goin′ on inside of me
I wake up every day and I just drown in my anxiety
Know I can't complain so I just suffer through it silently
But there's a disconnect from who I am and who I′m tryna be
N-n-never change, demonstrate
Cyclic habits everyday
Pray to God who′s merciful and hope that I see 29
Maybe I should slow it down and stop fearin' complacency
But if I′m bein' honest dawg
I think that it′s too late for me

I'm way gone, I′m talkin' way gone
Ain't tryna stay long
The pain come and fuck my days up
I′m gettin′ preyed on
I been tryna grow
I been tryna rest
I just wanna slow down and catch a breath
Thou cannot control, overthinkin' though
So many things in this life that I regret


Done pretending
Unrelenting pain, but I′m too numb for venting
Funds ascending
But I got a funny feelin' God′ll put me in a humble ending
Just depending
Only got four people in life that'll hold me down
Everybody else two-faced
I don′t got the heart to call you my homies now

Used to think I want a lot of friends and now I'm all alone
I am not complaining, I know that it's the way it′s gotta go (go)
Still I feel there′s something burnin' deep inside my soul
Maybe just a broken boy that′s healin' from a broken home

You, I′m a slave to your violence
Look at all that you put me through
Got me hooked on the silence
I've been your slave and I can′t escape from
You, I'm a slave to your violence
Look at all that you put me through
Got me hooked on the silence
I've been your slave and I can′t escape from


Lately I don′t really know what's goin′ on inside of me
I wake up everyday and deep depression strike me violently
Maybe it's in solitude, but people really bother me
I′m better off alone
I told myself I swore it solemnly
But honestly I'm feelin′ like my soul is confused
I guess the way that I grew up has left me prone to abuse
'Cause I been drinkin' and I mix it with some coke and some shrooms
Inhaling smoke so I can hold it ′til I choke on the fumes

But I been livin′ large, spittin' bars
Whippin′ 'round in different cars
This is not a flex because my happiness I disregard
Uh, this the shit that I dream ′bout
Ask my family, I peaced out
Just to get some racks, but if not for that
Where the fuck would I be now?

I wake up and I could feel my heart pounding
Tell me what have I been running from? Me
Did the right thing and I still doubt it
Won't somebody fuckin′ help me out

You, I'm a slave to your violence
Look at all that you put me through
Got me hooked on the silence
I've been your slave and I can′t escape from
You, I′m a slave to your violence
Look at all that you put me through
Got me hooked on the silence
I've been your slave and I can′t escape from
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