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von Vesseles

Consumed by the duality
What is really home

Both never truly a part of me
An abyss, all my own

A civilization built on disgust
It′s no wonder I struggle
Never able to integrate
Hatred, embraced

Admiring the agony I created
A home so anomalous
Engulfed in my own hell
This must be like home

Spiraling auras of cryptic forms
A flickering portal, a blackened storm

They converge to create my blight
This violent force, my invite

I ascend to
Face this gateway


I ascend to
Face my fate

Crippling deceit drives me
Forward
The agonizing unknown
Pulls me back

It falls from desolate skies
A piece of me
It reminds me of the lies I've told
To integrate
The rejection I′ve faced
I don't belong here
I'm not human
I don′t belong here

Spiraling auras of cryptic forms
Point me to my home

They converge to create a familiar shape
This welcoming force, is my own

Despised from within
I fight this conflict


My own mind betrays me
I don′t trust anything

This chasm of black mirrors pulls me down
My mind's pillars keep me bound
Their own withered dust obscures
Home fades
A fate I must endure

What is left
Is it worth the suffering
Is it worth the pain

If home is gone
Can I ever return
What little hope was left
Is dead

There must be another way
To find my home
But is it worth the colossal shift
Into the unknown

I must try
I must not leave my soul behind
This is not home
And now I know