Self Medicated Songtext
von Until I Wake

A cynic, I′m hopeless, I'm broken (broken)
There is no light inside of me
I′m tired, I'm restless, I'm lonesome (lonesome)
But I can never sleep
My mind plays games when I′m alone now (alone now)
You said the worst things to get inside my head
Intoxication takes control now (control now)
Self-medication takes its grip

I′m crawling on the floor
(Take deep breaths, your heart is racing)
There's clawing at the door
Oh God, don′t let 'em take me

Now I have to find a way out
I have to find my voice
I′m entertaining thoughts that are no good for me (good for me)


When I'm completely numb, a darkness takes me
I turn into someone (someone) I hate completely
It′s me against the world
(Take cover, you cannot fix me)
Just throw me to the wolves
I'm a victim of self-pity

Now I have to find a way out
I have to find my voice
I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me
Now I have to find a way back
I have to make a choice
I′m never losing sight of what′s in front of me

I've given up, I′m in for a lifetime of
Second-guessing everything that I've become (that I′ve become)
My mind plays games when I'm alone!
Self-medicated, intoxication takes control!

Now I have to find my way out
I have to find my voice (find my voice)
These thoughts are no good for me

Now I have to find a way out
I have to find my voice
I′m entertaining thoughts that are no good for me
Now I have to find a way back
I have to make a choice
I'm never losing sight of what's in front of me