Insomnia Songtext
von Trickle

I see now, I see now what I have lost control of
It crumbles, it crumbles any answer I could throw up
Lost count of the days that fly
It′s hard on me getting sleep, getting by

Ha, I laugh away the pain as I smile wide
But if I say what's on my mind
You′d be too busy diagnosing to hear me cry
Ha, stop preaching like you know what if right
It's all blurry lines, so I'll do as I like
And I don′t care if its sickening
This face is the really real me

I′m done denying it
I don't wanna hide away
I wanna know the real you, so
Let′s go someplace with moral lines erased
'Cause if I stay here at this rate, I′ll go insane
This city's starving me and all my dreams


Up from the ash, my final play
I′m ending this game
To my old life, I say goodbye, no looking back this time
Come tonight, you and I will get through
This someway, our hearts and fates intertwined
Now let's escape
As I pray, somehow, someday we'll be together

My messy heart stays hidden
Far behind, a roar of laughter as I fall apart
And with a whisper, you spoke
This stage is set for a plot twist
Cameras roll, what a joke
I choke a laugh the whole night through
I threw my youth and hopes and dreams away

There′s nothing left to lose, I′m just an empty page
My name's erased, my future′s torn in two
You see, the truth is I'm so sick
I pray you′ll have to suffer soon
I don't know myself these days
I only know there′s nothing left for me but misery

Burning my brain, can't look away
The truth engraved into a heart that can't take the pain
Crawling out of hell, each bitter flame has led to this day
And even though I′ve buried hope
Tomorrow′s sewn a bud of faith upon its grave


At night, I keep of praying
That you and I are still tied by heart and fate
Even though I know we'll never meet again

My messy hearts stays hidden
Far behind a roar of laughter as I fall apart
And with a whisper, you spoke
The stage is set for your plot twist
Cameras roll

My insomnia has got me up
I can′t sleep, I cry the nights away
Feels nice to feel something
I won't regret a single tear I shed
Instead, let them shine, let them dream
Up from the ash, my final play
I′m ending this game

To my old life, I say goodbye
No looking back this time
Come tonight, you and I will get through this someway
Our hearts and fates intertwined
Now let's escape

As I pray, somehow, someday
We′ll be together
My messy hearts stays hidden far
Behind a roar of laughter as I fall apart
And with a whisper, I spoke
The stage is set for my plot twist
Cameras roll