Diary #2 - Lucky Songtext
von Token

I know I′m lucky for my family
Lucky for my bros
Lucky for my girl, lucky that I ain't alone
I took another shot every time she left for the bathroom
I′m lucky I ain't to kill that girl when I drove her home
I'm lucky that I′m white
Cause if I wasn′t white
I don't know how lucky I′d be with these European shows
Lucky my linguine had some garlic from the North End
Cuz when I got pulled over, that's what officer smelt on my breath
I′m lucky I'm alive
Lucky that my mom still love me even after
I put all her business right in front of all these strangers eyes
Knowing she′s a private person who'd much rather hide
I'm lucky I was faded when I burned my hand open
Couldn′t even feel it, I was looking at my bone and shit
I′m lucky that I'm Token
Ben was a loser
I had to kill him off and put a hoodie where the wounds were
I′m lucky that I ain't an industry plant


Cause they bring up that I′m Jewish every fucking way they can
I got family in Israel who hate the fucking government
But some my Muslim homies still consider them a part of it
I'm lucky I stay out of it
Shit, each is their own
We just lucky we see flags in the air instead of drones
Lucky I don′t hate a group of people just for how they practice
Ever since 'I'm your baby′ came out, comments calling me faggot
I′m lucky I ain't you
You wanna hear something fucking crazy but true?
My ex was a lesbian when she was in her teens
And her girlfriend′s older brother was the boy who touched me
So both our only gay experiences forever tied together
Maybe that's the reason I still feel like we belong together
You would be surprised how many rappers saw that reel
And told me thank u for saying some shit they never will
I′m lucky for the state of mind I'm in
I′m lucky God believed in me for way more years than I believed in him
I'm lucky that I'm thin
Obesity helped Dad′s blood clot
Even though his girlfriend keep on saying it′s the Covid shot
First time I ever smoked I was 10
Found a baggie in my friend Mathias's mom′s side table, hidden shit
We were so young we didn't know the difference ′tween
Weed and crack cocaine so we had to Google image it
I'm lucky it was weed
Cuz I was getting addicted to shit before I could read
I′m lucky I got arrested when I was 14
Cause if I didn't get that a wake up call, I would still be asleep
I got homies who been shot at so I feel like im an idiot
Talking bout the near death experiences that I've been in
But as a 6th grader getting hit by that Mercedes truck
The doctor told me I was 1 beat away from not waking up
I′m lucky that I woke up
Lucky that I spoke up
Lucky that my karma ain′t catch up
Cuz how many times did I leave Boston while drunk driving in my truck?
It took me till now to even give a fuck
They ask me why I left Cali and back to Massachusetts
I could give a bunch of reasons but the major benefit
Is when I get pulled over they usually know who token is
Local celebrity's more affective than some white privilege
I′m lucky that I'm praised
Lucky I was raised
By a hard working woman making sure we ate
And now I′m on my way to hematology in mom's van
Let′s see how I lucky I still am
I hope I'm not leaving soon