Something to Remember Me By Songtext
von To Kill Achilles

It all started July 9th, 2018
When I woke up on my 25th birthday
And realized I couldn′t face the day without reaching for a drink
I had no one to care for, nothing to care about
No direction in life
A passion with no talent
That's when I turned to the mirror
And I noticed that the cracks in my skin had started to form
I′m getting old
I guess a glimmer of hope appeared
When I was offered a chance to follow my dream career
But it just made me feel so low
So I turned back to the mirror
Continued to watch the cracks in my skin grow
And this filled me with my deepest anxiety
What if I die alone?
So I just stopped leaving home
I turned to God just for someone to talk to
I never believed before and I still don't


But it was nice to say it out loud
At least there was one constant that kept me grounded and that was her
I wrote her a letter to explain how I hoped she'd never leave
By this point I realized I had become a burden to everyone around me
One thing stuck in my head
No, men don′t ask for help
I began to remember my father
Who passed when I was young
And I started to think, perhaps it′s my turn
With such thoughts of death on my head
I started to realize I was already dead, 'cause I was alone
I pictured my ideal heaven
Just the beach I grew up in
With all of the people that I used to know
And I began to think of my mother
And I began to think I want to see her again
So I guess now this is just something to leave behind
A memento, a token
Or just something to remember me by